There isn't a day that goes by that i don't think of you~ Lately i've realized, that walking away from someone you love is a hard thing to do.
I have told you over and over again how I feel about you. You told me that you see me only like a sister. Maybe, we are better off being just friends. Although, my heart has always thought of us as more. I wish more than anything, that you would have given us a chance and understood the real reason why I love you. instead of just saying sorry for having me feel this way.
I've asked many of my friends for advice about what to do in a situation like this. Some said, "follow your heart". Of course, who hasn't heard that before? I did try to follow my heart but it felt like he wasn't at the other end waiting for me. Another friend suggested, that I distance myself from him and maybe he will have time to figure out his feelings. So, this is the advice i've taken. It's been five days since i've talked to him. I usually text him everyday. I get the feeling that he has forgotten about me. but i guess it also might be to early to jump to conclusions. i want to talk to him so badly my heart hurts.
hopefully, eventually he will come running after me...